about the boys i've loved

i'm addicted to how toxic you are

When 5 days feels like 5 years

You realise something's wrong

It means it's been 150 years since you were classed as gone

The sleepless nights are endless

Because of this traffic jam in my head

You are a haunting contradiction

I love you despite the nasty things you said

Please someone please turn back the clock

There's a tic and a tic but there is no tock

I want to be free

So I won't feel the pain

Yet without feeling your love

I might just got insane

The happy days are being drained away

In the memories that

I wish were not the past

I think I lost

And my heart is done

I give up on trying

That means you finally won

But pain doesn't last, just like you and I