Charisma

Chapter 50

Charisma
Damn it i though to myself walking towards the huge window so I sat on the floor facing it.
Why me? What have I ever done to deserve this? I am forced to stay with a man that I do not love well maybe like
No charisma he's sick like mentally sick more than physically  , you should hate him for all he has done but he loves you .
I was so focused staring at the floor deep in thoughts that I didn't even realize the beautiful dark sky above me with those million sparkling stars .
As much as I don't like to say this but as John said Adam is sick and won't live more than few months , I mean he deserves to have everything he wants before he dies right? Anyone in my place would've done the same exact thing
I nodded in approval .
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"good morning " rose said as she entered the kitchen in her same outfit of yesterday 
" good morning" I smiled "did you sleep well?" I asked sipping on my cup of tea
" kinda " she smiled back "is it because of those uncomfortable tight jeans ?" I laughed
" honestly they were sooo uncomfortable that I had to get up in the middle of the night to take them off"
"You could grabbed some shorts from my closet " I said
"You want a cup of tea?"
"Oh I would love one"
"Yeah Charisma, umm about that I really don't mean anything but when I woke up this morning I saw all of your stuff in the room we were sleeping in" rose started as placed the tea bag in a rose gold mug
"I-I just wanted to know why aren't you guys sleeping together ?" She asked
" it's just-" i hesitated before continuing " Adam's room is kinda small and you know I can't fit all of my stuff there so umm I keep some of them in the s-spare room" I laughed nervously hoping she'll believe the lie
"Aha " she laughed in relief holding the mug in both of her hands " I thought you two fought something"
Well I could tell her , but then I have to tell her that was the one that kidnapped me and I am sure if I do tell her she won't let step a foot in this house anymore , I guess I'll tell her Someday
"I-"
"No Rose don't you worry " Adam said interrupting me entering the kitchen with much confidence "we are perfectly fine " he placed his hand on my waist pulling me in and placing a kiss on cheek "we are even getting married soon"
"Oh my god!" Rose covered her mouth in shock "charisma I am so happy for you!!" She said getting up giving me a tight hug
" I can't wait for all the wedding shoppings and bachelor party and everything " rose jumped in excitement
" wow what got you so exited this early love?" John hugged her from behind and placed a kiss on her cheek
" charisma and Adam are getting married!!"
"What??!"
" yeahhh aren't you exited !!??" Rose smiled at him
"Of course I am" he but no Signs were visible on his face
So the day went by quickly and soon Rose and John were leaving
"Umm Charisma can I have you for a minute outside ?" John asked
"Of course " I replied following him
"What's up?" I started
"umm.. About the marriage " he said staring at the floor
"Oh. Yeah that ,w-what about it?"
" well I was just wondering you and Adam are getting married.." He paused for little searching for some kind of unwillingness in my face
" yeah we are" I said crossing my hands over my chest surprised of my sudden confidence
"Are you like ..sure?" He asked
"Honestly john I don't even understand you anymore , you were the one to tell me about his sickness and that he needed me that I should stay beside him and when I try to do something that could probably provide some happiness to his last months you come and ask me if I am sure?!" Although I know the he's concerned about me and that I have no right to speak to him that way , I was fed up with all of this and wanted to scream every single word devouring my mind .
"I am sorry Charisma I didn't mean to upset you , you know marriage isn't a game right?"
" no I am sorry , I am just stressed a bit these past few days and about the marriage he kept asking me every single day the same question no matter how hard I've tried to ignore him until yesterday he got mad and told me that I should tell him a date tomor- uh today I mean " I said
"Oh" was all he had to say
"Don't worry about me john everything will be alright " I smiled giving him a light hug heading back inside
John sat on the wooden bench , elbows on his Knees what the fuck have I done
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