Loving is hard❤️- [COMPLETED]

Part 18 why do u lie?

Rose's pov

We sit on the couch watching
( what ever show u like😊)

Rose: um hey Jacob

I say as I grab his hands

Jacob: yeah u can tell me anything

He looks at me turning the tv off

Rose: ok so I went out to hang out with Joey and nothing happened but he that he loves me and I didn't say it back I-

Jacob: do u love him?

He looks at me serious

He lets go of my hands

Rose: Jacob what do u-

Jacob: well do u I mean do u like him are u going to leave me

He says as his voice gets more angry the more he talks

I stand up

Rose: I do love him but-

Jacob: leave just leave

He says as he walks to his room

Rose: as a friend I love him as a friend

I whisper to myself

I feel tears but I'm not crying over the boy who hurt me more then once

I walk home thinking

I know I will cry
I know I am hurting
I know I will fight

But this time I can't it's like my world stopped and I can't feel and the one person that believes in me leaves me

I walk in missing my mom I walk to my empty cold room and sit on my bed

Pulling up my phone

Text message

Rose:hey... want to come over?

Theo:yeah sure see u soon

End of text message

I turn my phone off looking at the ceiling what has my life turn into

I hear knock on the my door

Theo: hey why did u want me to come over it's Saturday U should be with Jacob

He said as he sits at my desk

Rose: Theo I hurt I can't feel

I start to cry thinking about how I hate

I run up and hug him crying in his neck

Theo: what happened

He says as he whispers

I let go I look at him

Rose: it's nothing ok I just-

Theo: ok so u crying and hurting and u not being with Jacob ok so what happened I can hurt Jacob

I stand up quickly

Rose: ok so I hanged out with Joey because he moved back and he he told me he loves me and I told Jacob and I said I loved him but he cut me off and and yelled and kicked me out but I love him as a friend only a friend...

Theo: u know what u don't deserve him I have been your best friend forever and u don't need to put up with this ok I will hurt him

Rose: no ok I want to let's him think and if things don't work out then I can handle it I want to be alone bye Theo