My First Love

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Jessica

I can't believe this he's fucking crazy he won't let me leave talking about I'm his  he took my phone he says if someone needs to get in contact with me to do they make up they could call him because he's the only one I can talk to

What am I going to do this is not how I wanted my life to be like I just wants to be a good mother and raise my son now it all going down hill

He keep talking about us being a family but then get really mad when I tell him there is no us and we would never be a family that he keeps talking about the kids we going to have I keep telling him there is no kids cuz we never having any it gets really mad and tell me if I don't bear him a child he will kill mine

What did I get myself into not  only me I have to worry about I have to worry about my son too what am I going to do I need to escape but no matter how hard I try he always one step ahead of me he keeps the door locked only he can get in and out I'm  prisoners in his house and I hate it he tells me this is for my own good that he's doing this for us talking about if I leave he will have to find me and kill me and my son no matter how hard I try I can't get away the windows are boarded-up and locked  he keep us in this room and tells me this is what I get for not loving him and once I love him I can get out I'll cry myself to sleep every night and hold my son to my chest this is not what he supposed to see this is not the way his life supposed to be I had it all planned out and now is gone