My First Love

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Jamal

Two months went by and she still haven't woke up and I'm starting to get nervous I'm starting to get sad and mad what this my fault did I push her to the breaking point I just wanted her for myself I didn't want no one to have her

When I saw her I fell in love I know it sounds crazy but I wanted her that smile that she had on her face to the way she laughed drove me crazy because I wanted her I wanted to feel her lips against mines I wanted to feel her underneath me moaning my name I wanted her to be my wife my everything and at this moment I knew that I would try anything for her to see that I'm trying to show her that my love for her is real and I'll be a good candidate for her husband and the father of her child and our future kids as well I want her to see me see the real me

I was sitting by her bedside in the hospital when she started to move and then she woke up she closed her eyes and open them again she said water I got up with tell the nurse that she was at work then I got her some water then when she look at me she moved back she told me was because of her that she missed two months of her son's life she was in the hospital and that it was my fault and I ruined her life it hurted me when she said that I will prove her wrong and she will love me she will not hates me and we will be a family