Mom you was the best thing to ever happen to me.
Of all the promises you made,
Two you didn't keep.
You promised to get better.
You promised to stay alive and fight till I'm married.
You wanted to be a grandmother.
I know you loved us,
But the night,
The last night I saw you was
The last night
You was happy and kept saying loved me
All I wish for was to be in tour arms one last time
And you not in mine on a medal table dead
Lifeless.
You said you will always be here and I do t believe you,
I've forgotten who you are,
Because I forgotten me.
I know your my mom and that you loved me
But that's it
I have a couple memories
But I not feel peace
I'm drowning in grease
And can't get air.
All I know is tour suppose to be there
In heaven, but I got VIP to hell
Doesn't that ring a bell?
You risked your life for me
And I basically threw it away
I'm so,so,so sorry
I love you though mom
