Fan-fiction #2
Being a fangirl with idol dream, Kang Soomin never imagined that she can be tied with Park Chanyeol, member of boy group EXO, who was once her idol amidst her encounter with the industry of her dream that is full of restrictions and s...
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Soomin's POV
Concert. One word but every people who dreams to be a singer wants to experience this in their time as a singer. Before reaching that dream, you need to overcome a lot of hardships including training sessions, the acceptance of public opinion, practices and more. It wasn't easy to achieve a dream just because you want have or to be that dream. You can't achieve a dream without challenges and struggles.
"Be a rule breaker. Risk taker. Dream Chaser."
I believe in those words. Before you achieve your dream, you need to give up everything you already have in order to have that dream happen. You need to break a lot of rules and be a risk taker even though you don't know how the result will be or how your future will be. No one else knows what will happen to your future, only you because you are the one whose making your future. With every decisions you make, your future might change or will stay the same. It will be always base on your action.
If you dream of something, learn to give up something you already have because not all blessings comes at the same time. You need to be patient for the next blessing to come.
For me, becoming a trainee is my first blessing in life in my path of becoming a great artist who wants to share my music. My second blessing came after i debut with 4 amazing girls who turns to be my sisters now. During those times, i never wish for anything anymore except for our group's success.. I waited for that day to happen and the fate didn't disappoint me. We became successful as a group and now, in an hour left, we will held the last day of our first solo concert here in Seoul.
For once, i never regret becoming a trainee. I never regret facing those hard training sessions, public opinions, challenges and struggles. I never regret entering S.M. Entertainment. Why? Because if i didn't became a trainee in S.M. Entertainment, then i won't have a chance to meet the amazing girls whom i have been performing with on stage for the last 3 years already. I won't be able to meet and become a part of SM family who never stops supporting us and cheering us on the way in our path as a girl group. Lastly, if i didn't became a trainee then, i won't be able to meet the guy who became one of my strengths already. The guy who never left my side since i decided to give him another chance. The guy who made me experience my first heart break. The guy who always comes to me whenever i need him and especially, the guy who i love the most and is willing to protect me with all of his life.
I can't say everything is perfect in my life already but one thing for sure... i'm already satisfied with the things i have now. If more blessings will come to me then i will be honor to take it with no uncertainty.
"You're in a deep thought again today Seulgi." our make up artist, Hyerin eonni, commented as i just smiled at her while she finish my make up. For the past 3 nights, Hyerin eonni and Mijin eonni does our make up before and during our concert. They must be tired too because of the retouched every time we went backstage during VCR's.
