Jimmy Darling x Reader

2- It's only begun, for the show must go on.

1952 Jupiter Florida, Sept. 6

Y/N's P.O.V

I sighed to myself. It has been two days since Jimmy killed the detective. My heart is starting to ache, the last few day's I have learned how to control my feeling's for Jimmy. Sitting on my bed staring up at the ceiling. They would come and go from my mind while I was working. Paul and Evie have stopped teasing me about it for now, so that helped.

I decided that it was time to get up out of the bed and get ready for the big day ahead of me. I couldn't change the past, that was obvious. But why try to do that when you can own the day or the future.

Today there was not going to be a show playing tonight, I had the day to myself. I glanced out of the window in my trailer to see that it was very sunny with very few cloud's in the sky. Sighing in relief knowing it most likely wasn't going to rain. I swing my legs off the bed and stretched my arms above my head. Standing up heading over to my wardrobe, I wanted to have breakfast with everyone else this morning so I decided to get dressed first thing.

~ Outfit Y/N wears ~

I pulled out a black button up overall like play-suit that was short deciding that would be best if the sun was going to be out today. Grabbing a plain white t-shirt to underneath it I decided that my light blue oxford's would do nice for comfort today. My hair still had some waves in it from when I did my hair a few day's prior. I did light makeup and slipped my light blue oxford's on. Looking at the cut I got few day's prior seeing that it has healed significantly, showing no more pain. Only a light scar stay. As I was walking over to the door of my trailer I stopped in my step's, thinking to myself if I needed my cardigan. I rethought about the weather today and decided not to go for it and continued to walk out of my trailer.

I made my way over to the tent cover where we gather in the morning. Seeing what was to eat, I grabbed and plate and piled my food on top of it. I had a some buttered toast with cinnamon sugar on top and some strawberry's on the side.

I sat down next to Paul and Evie, looking around the table to see everyone else sitting down with us. Noticing that Jimmy was not with us, I shrugged it of as him sleeping in or he was just busy doing something of his own. I started eating my breakfast savoring each bite. Toast topped with cinnamon sugar was one of my favorite meal's, loving each bite I took. The radio was on playing some of my favorite songs this sunny morning, swaying my head slightly back and forth.

"You seem to be in a good mood." Paul commented on my motions and I nodded my head in agreement, mouth filled with food unable to speak.

"Thinkin about Jimmy?" he said nudging my shoulder. I immediately swallowed hard at his comment. Slightly upset I just got Jimmy and my feelings for him out of my head until now.