In my darkness (Mikaela Hyakuya)

Secrets

*Yuu's POV*

It was mine and Mika's turn to patrol the village today.
While walking through the houses and small alleys the villagers looked at us, but mainly at Mika.
Not only because he is a vampire but because he is beautiful. Yes Mika is beautiful and no one can deny that.

The way his golden locks move when the summer breeze hits them, the way he always looks ahead certain about what to do next, the way he blushes when someone says something good about him...I want him to love himself as much as I love him...He doesn't know but I like him, not only as family but as something more. He's never gonna return those feelings though even though he loves me a lot and i know that...but as his family

Even if he never returns my feelings I'm always gonna be there for him 'cause even if I love him romantically I also love him as family and that's not gonna change. I know he hates himself and I'm gonna show him how perfect he really is; because it's true

"Yuu-chan why are you staring at me?"

"Was I? I'm sorry haha i guess I didn't realise" said Yuu awkwardly

"Does Yuu-chan have something that's bothering him?"

"No it's nothing, there's no need to worry"

"You know you can talk to me about anything right?" Mika said with concern in his voice

"yeah I know I already told you nothing is bothering me, you can relax"

"Is Yuu-chan sick? Let me see"
Mika came closer to my face as to take my temperature. I felt my face burning up and it was because I was blushing..Oh no, I cant risk Mika finding out I like him

"You are red Yuu-chan are you ok?" Mika said staring into my eyes. I felt myself blushing even more.
His eyes were beautif- no I couldn't  make such thoughts at the moment

"I already told you I'm okay so leave me alone!!" I shouted

"Oh..." Mika was surprised and clearly hurt

AAand I've done it.. I hurt the person I never wanted to hurt in my life, gosh I'm so stupid

"Let's continue the patrol then" I said awkwardly

"Yes..let's do that" said Mika just as awkwardly as me, trying to hide how hurt he was

*AT THE HOUSE, 3rd person POV*

After Yuu and Mika finished their patrol they went back to the house.

Mika approached Shinoa

"Em..Shinoa can I talk to you about something?"

"Sure Mikaela-san whatever you want..but why don't you talk about it
to Yuu-san?"

"it's something I can't tell him just yet"

"okay then..go ahead" said Shinoa with curiosity

"ok so..." ,Mika sighted, "I'm slowly losing my emotions and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm really scared as I might stop caring about my family and lose my will to protect them and I don't want that to ever happen" Mika said, "you must be wondering why I'm telling you this..well first of all Yuu-chan must never find out about this 'cause then he'd be sad. I'm also telling you this because...you are the human I trust more after Yuu-chan"

Shinoa was kind of touched Mika trusted her that much as to share his pain with her

"so..by being distant towards us you made sure that after you lose your emotions completely nothing would change but you can't act that way with Yuu-san because you care about him too much" shinoa asked

"you are precisely right.. I don't want this confession to change the way you see me nor i want you to help me, simply because I can't be saved. But I wanted to say this to someone as I couldn't keep so many secrets about myself anymore"

"Mikaela..." said Shinoa with pity in her voice.. was he keeping all this burden on himself all this time?

"anyway thanks for listening to me" mikaela said quietly and left

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I'm sorry if you are not a Mikayuu shipper but I did say that there'd be some Mikayuu..and after this chapter there will be even more mikayuu 😂

this story might finish in 4 chapters approximately but I'm not sure. I'm not at a place where I can plan my stories out so not even I know what's going to happen😂

also read my other story (owari no Seraph; after saving Krul & Ferid) it doesn't have as much Mikayuu and it's not only about Mika it's also about the others