Bella and Blake having small crushes without each other knowing. Another reason why they can't get together is Jake Bella's big brother and also best friends with Blake. Down the road things happen maybe for the better and maybe for the worst.
I had getting out of bed it is my least favorite part of the day other than going to school. I was so comfy and school had to happen and interrupts my life. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to go to school it is just such an inconvenience to me. I had such a crazy time hanging out with Becca. She is such an awesome friend she is so supportive and she has went with me through up my and my downs. She helped me through things with my dad dying and through middle school. I showed Becca the song that I wrote. The song is about my love and hate relationship with myself and with the others around me. I am not going to lie but I cried multiple times writing this song. I would love to have people hear it but, I am too worried about what others would think about the song and what they would think about me.
I almost had a panic attack, I overthinking about all this. I know Becca loves me regardless if my song was bad or how bad my singing is. I might have a decent voice but nothing that spectacular or anything.
I decided I would actually get out of bed and get things started. I had to wash my face because of course I had makeup on from the previous night. I know it is really bad for you to sleep with it on because it clogs it up and can cause acne. I don't really think I cared enough to take it off and I might have also been really lazy.
I decided to reapply my makeup but a light version. I decided to us eyebrow gel, mascara, concealer, and liquid lipstick. Becca got in the shower while I did my makeup because she knows that I can take forever to do my makeup. I decided that since that I am going to do simple I wanted to do it quick because again I said that I am lazy. I also was going to straighten my hair because it is less frizzy when I do but, I decided messy bun it is. I curled the first couple strands of hair to frame my face and make me look put together even know I know for sure I am not put together I am the complete opposite. I go to the bathroom to brush my teeth which I should have done before I applied my lipstick or even my makeup but, I totally spaced it. Once i got out of the bathroom I thought that it might be time to actually time to finish getting ready. I decided on a dark mauve lipstick. I wanted a dark mauve because something needs to stand out because I look so basic right now. I decided that I should keep with the mauve color. I tried on at least three different outfits and I decided on a mauve shirt with the logo that says cute, some light wash jean shorts, a nice pair of sneakers, a hat and some sunglasses. I like wearing the sunglasses because the morning sun is just so bright and I am a night owl so I hate being in the sun. With having blue eyes I am very sensitive with lights especially the sun.
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I decided to have a little dance party in the mirror because why the fuck not. Also I am weird. I love dancing when nobody is watching because I am clumsy and I know I will hurt myself. When I say I'm clumsy I mean clumsy I trip over air. I was so happy that nobody was watching me because I kind have fell and hurt myself. I could already see a bruise starting. I thought to myself how the heck am I going to hind a bruise like that. I hope my brother doesn't think that anyone hit me. I am going to have to make up a stupid ass excuse of a reason why I have a bruise. It of course had to be on my arm and thigh. I am going to have to take some kind of class to make me not so clumsy anymore.
