LET ME BE THE ONE

Please Don't Judge Me..-Part 2

LET ME BE THE ONE

POST 2

WRITTEN BY HEAVYNLI

I said bad choices leading up to Prom night, which resulted in making Lennox. His parents have nothing to do with my baby and he hasn't seen him since the night he was born. He showed up drunk. He said he was too white looking to be his baby but, would take the DNA test anyway. 100% his. He still won't do anything for him without me begging.... at least up until this last time...he told me don't ask him for shit ever again... I put my head down...

August- well,we all have a chance to redeem ourselves don't we?

If you say so August....

August says look at me Trinity, your baby is nothing to be ashamed of, he is not a mistake... now his daddy might be, but not him.

I giggle a little bit and look at August. Where is your girlfriend and or baby mother?

August, nahhhh none of those. Last girl I had, did some foul shit and I been cool ever since.

What did she do I ask?

August's smile leaves his face. She cheated on me and got pregnant for another nicca, a nicca that used to be my friend. Posted it all over the gram to boot!

I shake my head. Sorry, you had to deal with that....

August shrugs better him than me. So, what about you? you seeing anyone...

Besides the doctor,no. After Jalen the terrible? I'm straight. He ruined my life.

August can't be too bad. He looks me up and down and smiles. Still beautiful, have a healthy baby and a roof right?

I half smile at his truths... true... I just...

August come on now Ms. Trinity, don't clam up now.

I sigh and Lennox lets me know he wants to eat... I pick him up out of his car seat and I'm about to whip my boob out not thinking. I say I'm sorry you mind if I sit in the guest bedroom.

August sure no problem....

August POV-----------------------

After about 20-30 minutes I decided to go and check on Trinity and the baby.... They were both laid out sleeping.... Little man was still getting his munch on... ( man if we could trade places) I go in and throw a light blanket on them and close the door. I move her car seat out the way and sit on the couch scrolling through my phone...

My boy Jay had texted me and I called him back...

Jay what up Aug? Studio open tonight, me and the fellas about to slide through....

August- nah man I have company, but i'll get up with you when its available...

Jay aight... they hang up and August pulls his shirt off and heads down the hall. He makes a left into his bedroom and grabs his towel and clothes...

He takes a long shower and dries off, applying his smell goods...

He throws on a beater, some boxer briefs and shorts...

His apartment was spotless so he had nothing left to do but chill. He decided to do some background checking on Trinity.... he had seen how the asshole had treated her when she went to pick up the pampers. Her face looked so hurt when she had gotten back in the truck... He hoped at least part of this day had brought her up.... he scrolled through Instagram looking at her pictures... mostly of Lennox with a sprinkle of her here and there.... no house pictures or adventurous outings.... none with friends...