( y/n ) 's POV
It's another useless day in school being bystander who's constantly being ignored. I'm just so scared to get involved with anything so I can't complain can I?
I'm having P.E. Right now which is HORRIBLE! I don't even like Basket Ball in the first place and I keep telling my teammates I'm useless at it but they won't listen... Instead of listening they keep passing the ball to me and they keep blaming me for not paying attention but no matter how many times I tell them to not bother throwing the ball at me they just do it anyway! It's almost like that their using me as an excuse to blame someone for being bad. All I'm doing is embarrassing myself in front of everyone but thankfully a certain bubbly Italian man snapped his fingers and the lunch bell rang! I have never felt so relieved in my life until the personification of my bad luck tripped me, giving me a small red bruise on my right elbow.
I scowled," What gives, Romano?! "
Of course I only scowled in my mind cause only I can talk to them! Romano smirked and cheered," Good game, now this is your award... "
I sighed and slowly pulled myself from the ground and stormed into my classroom to get my lunch. Italy flew right next to me and frowned," I'm so sorry bella but I can't give you as much luck as I want to! " I smiled lightly and said," Heheh... It's my fault for befriending him... "
I looked at the ground as I walked to my desk and ate my lunch while giving a salty look.
{Home}
I limped all the home because I somehow twisted my leg during DPA, I wish Romano would be nicer to me! I slowly unlocked the door and ran into my room bursting in tears after locking my bedroom door; I hugged my fluffy velvet pillow and heard Italy murmuring nice and sweet things trying to calm me down. Sometimes I ask myself,' Am I losing my sanity? Will I ever go to a mental hospital? '
Romano, you just love to toy around with me don't you?
{The Next Day}
" M...Morning, Rono... " I mumbled lazily as I slowly wake up but I shot up straight out of bed after Romano threw a book onto my face while screaming," Don't call me that! "
" Sorry... " I apologised nervously. I changed my clothes, brushed my teeth, and ate breakfast.
Ever since moving here, I don't have any friends at all or even acquaintances! They all seem to hate me, what did I ever do to them?! I walked to school slowly not caring if I'm late or not, after finding my desk, I immediately flipped through my drawing book for a clean blank page and drew some characters from my favourite show! The only people who ever talked to me were my parents, teachers, and people who begged me for candy...
I wrote in my class journal but I saw Romano shaking his head while saying," Write something less boring! "
" Fine! " I scoffed back but luckily this was all in my head... Good thing I wasn't caught having these conversations! I changed my writing topic to War Times. Anyway, some of my classmates were whispering to each other about as if I wasn't there! Great! The white, blue, grey, and red paper made me sick thinking about the war times.
I continued to write anyway while trying not to complain out loud...
{Recess}
On the playground, I was walking around the school awkwardly trying not to make a scene or get noticed by blending in.
I found a small rusty bar that looked sustainable so I decided to sit on it because nobody else was there...
I was enjoying my safe haven until some girl asked if she can use that spot... Sadly I said yes and I lost my safe haven to a little girl about the age of 5...
I feel so lost now! I don't have anyone but Italy, Romano, and Seborga; I hung my head down until a girl caught my eye, She has smooth pale skin with chocolate brown hair along with a curl that's shaped like a hook? There was a flower on her in between strands of brown hair. She wore a pink qipao and she extended her arm towards me and said," Hi there! My name is Taiwan and would you like to be friends with me? "
I jaw hung wide open in surprise but I took her hand anyway but only to fall down and hit the hard concrete. She was all in my head! She wasn't real, she's fake!
The other kids stared at me with laughs taunting me as I got back up and ran away.
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I'm Not Crazy, I'm Just Lonely
Fanfiction( Fake! Romano x Child! Reader ) It happened in P.E. Class, where I first met him and befriended him. Ever since that day, life became a living hell for me but there was a Balance. Romano is my bad luck while Veneziano is my good luck. ( Originally...
