She's Just A Fallen Angel

Chapter 4 'it's not a game"

I walked into school.

I don't fit in here.

As I walked to my locker, kids pelted balls of paper at me.

Called me 'emo' and 'fag'.

Everything that makes me cry.

I groaned shoving my things into my locker, I never keep it clean.

What's the fucking point?

I pulled out my books shutting it.

"Hey asswipe."Before I knew it my books were on the floor.

I groaned and knelt down picking them up.

"Here let me help."Oh what do you know.

"I got it Andy just, just go!"I hollored.

He looked confused at me.

I looked confused at him.

He sighed and shook his head before standing up and walked back to his group of friends Jinxx (Jeremy), Ashley, Jake, CC and Sandra.

I gathered my things and went to class.

I sat in the back corner as usual and pulled out my pen.

"Homework?"Asked the teacher.

I shook my head.

"Again?! WHY NOT!"He yelled.

By now the whole class was looking at me with dumb smiles on their faces.

I felt my cheeks burn up in embarrassment.

"I didn't have my text book."I said and looked down.

"Keep it up and you'll fail even more."The teacher said and walked away.

Tears filled my eyes and I blinked them away.

"Hey pssst."I looked up.

"I guess you'll be a senior for one more year. You're a fucking idiot."Laughed a boy.

I grabbed my things.

Stood up.

And left.

"Miss Biersack! Just where are you going!?"The teacher called.

I stopped dead in my tracks.

I spun around on my heel.

"Anywhere else than here! I constantly get made fun of and I hate every single one of you!!"I spat.

"You gonna go cut yourself some more?"Ryan said.

I glared at him taking my binder to his face and he shut up.

Everyone was dumbfounded.

Good.

With that I walked out with my middle finger in the air.

I walked out of the front door and down the street.

I watched as a group of people walked across the street from me.

My brother and his friends.
Oh no.

He looked over at me.

Of course he did.

"Hold on guys I'll be right back."He said and walked over to me.

I gulped and quickened my pace.

"Shi wait a minute!"He said grabbing my shoulder.

I am NOT dealing with any of his crap.

"WHAT ANDY! ARE YOU GOING TO CRITIZE ME JUST LIKE THE REST OF THEM?!?! OR ARE YOU GONNA FUCKING SAY YOU LOVE ME!? I DONT WANT THIS! I DONT WANT YOU TO RUIN ME ANYMORE!! WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU EVEN TRYING WITH ME!! BECAUSE I DONT WANT YOUR GAMES!"I yelled.

He looked at me hurt a bit.

"It's not a game. I'm trying to be the good brother I used to be."He whispered and walked back to his friends.

I sighed tearing up again and sat down on the ground.

What the hell am I going to do?