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I don't understand

Poetry

Lately, I've been pushed through a bunch of heartaches and pains. I'm lonely, but.. I'm starting to see that I dont think I matter really anymore. Is my existence really worth keeping in peoples lives?

#alone #contemplation #depression #missing #sadness

I want to

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                                              I want to jump into the water, 
Let myself sink deeply. 
I'm non-extensive anymore 
                          What's the thought with continuing on? 
My hearts in pain, my soul heavy 
I've been wandering for too long.. 
alone and desolated, 
                          I'm in need of something new 
Maybe to just slip away? 
It's not like anyone here on this planet appreciates me. 

                          People tell me I do. 
They tell me that I mean something. 
What? 
                          That the fact I'm a fuck up, 
I'm in a long distance relationship? 
Heck my s/o might not even like me anymore. 
It's killing me to feel this way 
                          Like you'd understand this feeling? 
No. You're not me, I'm not you. 
                          Just let me drown in this damn water. 
I can finally break down and no one will hear me..