I was shy
And was prone to tangling myself upInto tangles and ties
Into stories made upInto deceit and lies
That makes me fed up
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I was afraid
And was always fearingOf friendships being made
Because they would hurt breakingOf relationships like love and hate
Whose scars never stop rewaking
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I was awkward
I always felt lackingOverthinking every word
Living like that was exhaustingBeing scared of being too forward
Trying too hard seemed like faking
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I was a shadow
Content with following behindEven if I hated being mellow
Content with never being noticedEven if it hurts because I'm shallow
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Because I do,I admit
I want to be loved like everyone didBut I couldn't seem to fit
Me and love couldn't seem to meet
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I feel so weak
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And I make myself sick
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Sometimes life seems like a trick
And love it's best and worst bit
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