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I was shy
And was prone to tangling myself up

Into tangles and ties
Into stories made up

Into deceit and lies
That makes me fed up
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I was afraid
And was always fearing

Of friendships being made
Because they would hurt breaking

Of relationships like love and hate
Whose scars never stop rewaking
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I was awkward
I always felt lacking

Overthinking every word
Living like that was exhausting

Being scared of being too forward
Trying too hard seemed like faking
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I was a shadow
Content with following behind

Even if I hated being mellow
Content with never being noticed

Even if it hurts because I'm shallow
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Because I do,I admit
I want to be loved like everyone did

But I couldn't seem to fit
Me and love couldn't seem to meet
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I feel so weak
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And I make myself sick
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Sometimes life seems like a trick
And love it's best and worst bit

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