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I am silly

I would pretend I'm angry
Whenever you're a meanie

But I'm actually happy
That you are mean,that you're a bully

That you care enough to tease
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I am pathetic

I beg for constant attention
With my childish antics

Because I'm scared of the moment
When one looks away in a clock's tick

And never looks back
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I am crazy

I like my craziness
Because I love being a mystery

It brings me happiness
???
To know I'm hard to understand

Like a question
hard to comprehend

So that the person who tries to know me
Despite the confusing signals I send

Would be worth my heart
And it would not need to mend
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I am like a difficult question
So troublesome no one attempts

But even as I give the notion
That there's nothing that tempts

Someone still found attraction
In foiling my defences

And getting pass those question marks
Right into my heart
Leaving it broken
Despite the chances
~
I am broken

But I won't give him the satisfaction
Of seeing the pieces left
Of the heart he's stolen
~
From what he broke

I'm going to get back
What he took

I'm going to mend the cracks
And the heart forsook

I'm no longer going to look
Back at him and regret
~
I am going to be bad
I'm going to forget
I will no longer be sad
Nor will I be mad

You ain't worth that regret

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