despite the title, ive accepted the fact that you wouldnt really consider this a rant. more like a discussion. but im not changing it, mostly because im lazy, but also i love the word 'rant'.
anywho
today was a rough day
actually, scratch that. it's been a rough week.
a rough month
a rough year
a rough life
wow im seriously an emotional mess right now
im fighting with my friends about pointless things
i might be losing someone that i would give the entire universe to if i could. this boy is an amazing human being and im scared hes slipping between my fingertips.
im also sick and i currently am unable to breathe through my nose and it legit feels like im attempting to swallow a steak knife.
i also got less than an hour of sleep last night, which was a wild ride
i really wanna nap but also i should probably study for my biology test, but i dont really want to because im just sad
im just a sad person and i cant motivate myself to do anything because i wanna sleep or die or be induced into a coma
yeah, that sounds nice
i havent been sleeping
like, at all
its not because of my phone or anything, they arent in the room
i just cant sleep
i read a lot though
im reading the great gatsby and the pact
they're really good.
im also really obsessed with conan grays new song (grow)
also the movie hush is really good
there's an update on my life
