Disappointment

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Hey,
How are you?


I just finished reading your letter, honestly, I'm disappointed.


Not of you but I'm disappointed with myself for letting you be so important to me and for being so naive and ignorant to all the warnings and red flags


I'm so disappointed because I let your happiness and your comfort mean the world to me. To think that if I made you satisfied that would be enough and that will make everything better.


But as you already know things went downhill. And you had your final play and destroyed me in every possible way. 

You shattered me, broke me to the point that I'm unfixable. 

But I don't blame you, I never will because you played your game well but me I was dumb enough to bring this all to myself. 

I blame myself.


I blame how naive I was. 

I blame the hope I had for us. I blame that moment that single moment we had that made me think you were the one. 

I blame myself for thinking I had some Godly power, for thinking I could fix you.


Thank you for all the lessons and all the memories. For better or worst, you were a chapter I had to go through.

With love,

Me.

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⏰ Ultima actualizare: May 12, 2018 ⏰

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