Damaged

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Taymor Travon McIntyre

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I hissed under my breath as I felt the stinging sensation on the side of my face. I could feel my skin swelling. Placing my hand where I was hit, I picked myself up off the ground.

"When I tell yo bitch ass to do something, you do it hoe!" My "stepdad" yelled at me. I just looked at him blankly. I wanted so badly to cry, but I will never let him see me at my weakest point.

When I tried to walk back to my room, I felt something hit the back off my head and I was out.

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I woke up in the middle if the Livingroom floor with a banging ass headache. I tried to get up but as soon as my head lifted up off of the ground, a rush of pain hit me. So I just laid there.

I'm so tired of this shit. I hate my life. I wish that I was never born. I wish that I could just end it all. I mean I had nothing to live for.

I tried my best, and managed to crawl into the kitchen. Grabbing some ibuprofen out of the drawer, I swallowed about two of them, then made my way into my small room in the basement. I looked in the mirror and saw that I had a long ass gash on the side of my face.

This was nothing new.

I took the needle and thread from under my bed and started stitching it up. It hurt so bad, so to keep from screaming I stuffed a pair of socks in my mouth. I cleaned it up with some alcohol and took a gauze pad and placed it on top.

I had school tomorrow, so I took a shower and threw on some boxers.

Next thing I knew; I was out like a light.

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6:30 am

I got up and started to get ready for school. I looked in my closet and I had about 7 shirts and 3 pair of pants. Looking down I had about two pairs of shoes.

I sighed and picked out an outfit for the day. Choosing a large blue shirt, some black pants and my air forces. I've bought everything that I own, my "mother" and her boyfriend don't do shit for me. Ever since she met him, she's been abusive and hateful towards me. Can't forget to mention, strung out on drugs.