Life starts now /Jinmin/ (Completed) #TheFanfictionAwards

Cruel, yet beautiful

Jimin's pov

I hung up... the moment I did tears started falling. This wasn't Jin I knew he was drunk. I regretted everything I said and yet in my mind, I kept saying

'if that's what he really thinks and how really feels there's nothing I could do about it other than letting go.'

I always told myself that it was the only way and the right thing to do.

... I wanted to keep trying. my mind was a mess.

I spent weeks on crying over him. I don't know why I did it. Ha-ha, of course, I knew I loved him so much. I wanted him to be happy but apparently, I couldn't do so. The tears just kept falling on and on day by day.

One day thought it was different... I woke up and I just screamed.

'I've had enough'

I needed a distraction.

He wasn't going to love me... so I needed to let go.

I picked my phone and called Yoongi.

"Hey, whats up?"

"Yoongi are you free tonight?"

"For you? Always!"

"Ah of course... come home at 9."

"Yeah, sure baby."

I started laughing and hung up. I needed to forget about him... that's what he wants right? He said he won't regret his own decision.

When Yoongi came it was perfect he knew what would make me smile. The whole night was amazing we laughed a lot. We drank. I didn't think about him which was the point.

But everything ends at some point.

Someone opened the door and started talking.

Jin. There was no mistake.

"Hey, Jimin are you home? I'm sorry, I wanted to return your keys and to apolo-"

But Suga was on top of me. I didn't even realise when it happened but I totally saw how Jin's eyes widen when he saw it. Me underneath Yoongi... Even I was disgusted.(A/n sorry if there are any yoonmin shippers ;-;)

It was already bad that he was here and on top of that he was way too close. My heart hurt I don't know how worst he must have felt.

I was so dumb.

So selfish.

His feelings... I just crushed them.

I knew he was drunk that night when he told me to leave him. He didn't return though.

For months... I thought he had given up on me.

"I am sorry to disturb i ... just will... um, go now don't mind me."

I saw his eyes I'm sure he started crying so I just pushed Yoongi and followed him I know what he said but I couldn't let him. maybe it was a bit too late to play boyfriend but I loved him. I truly did I just needed distraction.

"JIN WAIT!!"

"Leave me alone Jimin!"

"No, I can't please it was a mistake!"

"Yeah, it was a fucking mistake that I fell in love with you."

"No, it's a mistake that you exists."

Someone said and we both turned around to see Yoongi, he was holding a knife his eyes were cold.

"Why did you show up. Wasn't it enough that you took Jimin from me once? Why now again??!"