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❝ Lisa, I desperately want to touch you now , but I can't. ❞
Touch. People touch others to feel affection, or for love. But not for Kim Taehyung, a germaphobe and has OCD. His OCD haunts him day and night, countless times...
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He pushed me against the door, forcefully holding my hand on top of me.
"You were the one who touched my diary, ain't it?" he said and raised a brow.
"I---I-" cold sweat started cascading down from my forehead. Should I lie? Should I tell the truth? Thousand of questions were running about in my mind.
Those attractive hazel eyes stared at me in the eye for a moment and released my hand.
"Nevermind." he said and turned his head away from me.
He walked away and I heard him say, "Fuck, I'm making it too obvious."
What's too obvious..? ----
On the way back home, Tae was quiet the whole time, not even lifting his head up.
A part of me really want to apologize to him for peeping at his diary, but I'm afraid that he'll never forgive me.
Jungkook, Jin, and Suga went for English class. Others stayed at home. I was scrolling through instagram homepage until someone sent me a text. It's from "Unknown". Strange.
I clicked on the notification.
-Unknown
Hi, my name is Rina and I heard you're close with Taehyung... Can you please tell him to open the letters in his locker... Thanks.
Fangirl alert. Couldn't she just text one of the boys? Or just him?
I walked out of my bedroom and took my phone.
"Taehyung ahh~ there's something I need to show you."
I saw him going to the living room when we came back, so he should be there.
I walked forward and suddenly felt a tight grip on my wrist that pulled me into a room. The door closed behind me as soon as I was in the room.
I lifted my head and saw the same attractive eyes again. Our eyes met for a few moments until he spoke.
" I'm sorry if I was being harsh to you just now, it was nothing actually.. just forget about everything I said there." he whispered in his deep voice and my breath hitched at the back of my throat.
"It's ok, Taehyung. I was quite shocked for awhile then but what about the diary you mentioned?" I asked, pretending to not know about his diary.
"J-Just forget about it!" he raised his voice a little.
He looked down and went straight to the door and left the room. The diary must be really important to him, and I should dig out all the information I need in there if I want to help him. Also ignoring the fact that looking through someone's diary is rude.
Wait, I almost forgot to show him the message. I will just forward this text message to him instead of telling him face to face, not after that awkward conversation.
I sent the text to him. He read it and I heard him from downstairs, " What letters? This is insane." I caught him blushing for awhile and I grinned. He's cute.
"What?" he said.
Shit, I must have said it too loud.
"g-good luck!" I replied and faked a smile.
I hurriedly entered my room and shut the door behind me. I pounced on the bed and covered my face with my pillow as I screamed in embarrassment. What did I just say?!
Am I considered as one of those flirty girls, because I just admitted that someone I recently met is cute. I mean, no one can resist those cute yet attractive pair of eyes. Let alone his hairstyle is even cute. Everytime he smiles, I could just imagine a sweet smile that steals every girl's hearts underneath that mask.
His freaking voice that's deeper than the ocean, is probably most of the girl's favorite.
Stop it. I snapped back into reality and realized that Tae probably won't even like someone like me and he isn't my type either. My. oppa. will. Forever. Be. Lee. Jong. Suk.
"Yah Lisa, I heard everything" Jeanhee stated while wrapping her wet hair with a towel.
"Yeah, I was fangirling over oppa's new drama," I lied.
She rolled her eyes and sat on the bed beside me. "I find him cute too," she said.
"I know right he's adorable" I smiled mischievously knowing that she got tricked.
"I wasn't talking about your oppa, I was talking about him,"
Great. Now the whole world knows about it.
"Have feelings for him already?" she asked and raised a brow.
I shooked my head. I don't have feeling for him or anyone.
"Promise me you'll keep this between us," I said and put my hand on her shoulder.
She nodded and mouthed a "yes", and went back to the bathroom.
No one must know anything about it.
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You can tell that both Taehyung and Lisa have secrets :)
