Jesys pov
" alright jesy are you ready " doctor Carrey asked
" yes " I sighed
Jade gave me a sympathetic look while Leigh held my hand tight
He rubbed the gel on my belly and we watched the screen
There was a sigh and a silence
" thats odd there all gone " he said
" what " I asked as tears fell down my cheeks
...
" Jessica.. jesy ... jesminda " perrie yelled
I opened my eyes and took a deep breath
" we're here " jade said
" I had a horrible dream that all six died" I said
" that's not going to happen love come on " Leigh said helping me out of the car
We got into the room and I layed on the bed
" hi girls " doctor Carrey greeted with a warm smile
" hi " we smiled
" let's get into this fast I know your all anxious to see what survived that horrible 78 hours" he smiled rubbing the gel on my belly
" I'm very nervous " I said
" don't be love , everything is going to be fine " he said
Leigh held my hand and jade gave me a sympathetic smile just like in my dream
My breathing went faster and we looked at the screen
" where are they " doctor Carrey asked himself
Oh no ....
After about 10 seconds he found them
" there they are " he smiled
" are they all there i can't tell " I asked
" sadly only one baby is dead " he sighed
" which one " perrie asked
" unfortunately it is a boy, he would have been a triplet with the second boy and a girl " he said
Tears welded up into my eyes , my poor little baby . He would've had his mothers eyes . He would have been very handsome with beautiful hair . It's a shame that i couldn't protect him more
" shhh love " jade soothed
" would you like a pill to keep him in the womb or would you like him to be dead born " doctor Carrey asked
I sighed and looked at the girls
" I think I would like him to be dead born " I said having an idea
" ok " doctor Carrey smiled " you have about 4 weeks now until your precious little ones are in your arms "
" thankyou " I smiled
He wiped my belly clean and left
" what are you going to do with the body " jade asked helping me up
" I'm going to get him cremated and put his ashes in a necklace so that he can be close to my heart " I said
" that's so sweet jess " jade said
I smiled as I felt my little ones kick
" look pez there kicking " I said letting her feel them kick , she was sitting next to me
" I can't wait for them to be here " she said
" I can " I sighed letting tears spill
She hugged me and i sighed
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Little Mix (spanking story)
FanfictionI started writing this story when I was very young so please ignore all of the bad writing and mess ups , I will be rewriting the whole book when I'm not lazy ! WARNING: this story contains spanking in a disciplinary way , and foul language :) if...
