You've heard that
people saying;
"things you hate,
will always be the things you get"
I've been hating the feeling of
waiting.
But you keep making me;
waiting unconditionally for you.
wondering where you've been
where you're at
what you're doing
who you're with.
I hated it.
Because while I was waiting,
i'm fighting with
my mind
my evil dirty thoughts
my waves of emotions
my freaky anxiety
my fucking trembling hands.
I'm still waiting.
