adopted

11

it's been two weeks since my parents died. grayson and ethan have been staying with me and i'm really appreciative i have them as my best friend and boyfriend. they left yesterday because their sister was coming home for college so they're going to be in new jersey for 3 weeks. it's going to be hard without gray, but i'll make it.

alex has been a great dad so far. he knows i'm not going to call him dad anywhere in the near future, but he's ok with that. i'm currently filmimg a video explaining what happnened, one for my dad's channel, one for my mom's, and one for mine. each video i have neels, alex and rug with me for moral support.

"hey guys, little violet here, and i have some not so good news. my mom and dad have passed away." i said, holding back tears. alex rubbed my back as a sign he was here for me.

"so, about 2.5 weeks ago, i was sitting in the kitchen, and my boyfriend, grayson, came over. i went to give him a hug, and once we did, alex informed us that my mom and dad had gotten into a car accident. i was taken aback, but i didn't think it was a life-threatning car accident. on the way there, i was trying to piece together what might've gone wrong. when we arrived, i saw them with tubes connected everywhere to their body. the doctor had given me two options. pull the plug right then and there, or wait three days to do so. he said that even if they did wake up, they'd have utter memory loss, and wouldn't remember anything. of course, i chose the three day option. when it came to the third day, we went to the hospital. a guy came in saying that i needed to go back to the adoption agency since my parents had died. thankfully, alex adopted me, and i could never be more grateful. back to the story, we got to the hospital, and when they took us back, i had to say my last goodbyes. that was honestly the hardest thing for me to do. they were everything to me. he counted down from 3 and then when he got to 0 he unplugged the machines. they flatlined, and that was so traumatizing. i want to thank you for the support you guys have given me. i'm going to be taking a break from social media, because i just need to time to think. i will not be taking down either of my parent's channels, nor will i be taking down any of their social media. thank you guys for understanding. i love you, and i know my parents did too." i said, and clicked the stop recording button.