To: Friends
From: SquishySeptember 26, 2017
3:30 a.m.I don't know if you guys noticed,
but I've been pretty depressed lately..
I haven't talk to you guys about anything
I've been feeling at all. I act like I'm okay
and show fake smiles. I wear longs sleeves to
hide the fact i tried hurting myself.
No, i don't want you to think i cut.
I lost mr. Boxcutter.
I try to make cuts with the butter knife i
have in my room..
It doesn't work, but it leaves red burning scratches.
But i just wanted to say i love you all.
And i hope you love me too.Love,
Squishy
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