Let Me Love You

Let Me In

S H A N T A E

I've Been Calling Travis Over And Over Again. Ive Even Called Bre But She Ain Answer Either . He's The Only Man That Actually Tried To Help Me. For These Past Few Years, I've Been Blocking Men Out From Loving Me And Only Letting Them In To Fuck Me.

Tears Started Falling Down My Eyes As I Thought About The Things My Farther Use To Do To Me.

Flashback

"DADDY I DON'T WANNA GO IN THERE NO!  I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME" My Father Pushed Me Into The Room,  There Was A Bunch Of Men In There. They Seemed To Be The Same Age As My Father.

"Get Yo Lil Ass Over And Suck My Dick" I Cried.  Banging On The Room Door,  Hard As I Can. My Father Never Came And Got Me.  "Help Me!  Somebody Please . DAADDDDYYYY I HATE YOU.  I HOPE I DIE IN HERE" Those Words Never Seemed To Touch His Heart  , Not Even A Little Bit.

Taking Turns,  Sucking Up Each And Every One Of Them. Just Knowing That They Were Enjoying This Killed Me Inside. Making Me Hate Men Even More.

One Man In There Made Me Swallow The White Stuff That Was Coming Out Of Penis.  Moments Later My Farther Came In The Room. "Everybody Get Out Now!"

"So YOU Hate Me Now Huh!?! " He Yelled Angrily In My Face. "FUCK YOU" He Looked At Me In Shock. Not Knowing What He Was Gonna Do Next I Took Off Running.

Being Pulled Back  , He Punched Dead In My Face. Non Stop. Hitting Me With Belts , stomping On Me,  choking me

No Child Should Be Exposed To This Type Of Labor.

Curling Up In A Ball ,Holding Myself. I Looked Down At The Necklace That My Mother Gave Me Before She "Disappeared" , I Started To Say A Prayer.  Cold Hands Gripped Around My Neck. The Chain Was Snatched Off By My Father.

He Stomped On It Repeatedly  , All I Could Do Was Look

"Mom" I Spoke Softly,  Tears Slid Down My Face "FUCK YOUR MOTHER,  SHE'S A WHORE JUST LIKE YOU" 

That's When I Realized My True Calling..... Hoeing

Flashback Over

I Need Travis,  I Should've Never Pushed Him Away. My Mind,  My Heart And Soul.  It Hurts,  The Only Person That's Able To Fix It Is Travis...... 

Anger Built Up Inside Of Me. I Started Fucking Shit Up, Knocking Down Paintings. Breaking Glass. Punching Holes A  Walls . My Room Looked As If A Hurricane Hit It. 

My Foot Got All Cut Up,  My Hair Is A Mess And My Makeup Is Running Because Of All The Crying.   "I'm Funna Go Get My Man"

T R A V I S

I Took Breanna Back To My House  , As Soon As We Got Inside She Was Ready To Fuck . In A Way She Reminded Me Of Shantae  , But I Shook Those Thoughts Out Of My Head. 

"I Need A Condom" I Told Her As She Started Unbuckled My Pants. "No No No  , Just When You're About To Bust  , Just Pull Out Baby. I'm On Birth Control Anyways."

After We Fucked She Left. No Type Of Communication What's So Ever. Yup Just Like A Hoe To Leave After We Fuck.  I Checked My Pocket And She Took My Money "Shit!" . There Was A Light Knock At My Door.  Probably Breanna Ass.

I Opened The Door, To My Surprise It Was Shantae.  She Looked Like She's Been Thru Some Shit. "Trav Please Let Me In" Seeing Her Like This Hurt Me More.  But When I Tried To Help Her She Shut Me Out. I Shut The Door In Her Face

"TRAVIS PLEASE  , TRAVISSSS.  I NEED YOU!" She Started Banging On The Door,  I Know Her Hands Gotta Hurt. It Started To Sound Like She Was Using Her Foot. Next Thing You Know The Door Flew Open. Her Red Hair Was All Over The Place.  This Girl Looked Like The Damn Devil

"You Know You Gon Have To Pay For My Door To Get Fixed" I Said,  She Looked At Me Like 'Don't Fucking Play With Me'

S H A N T A E

"Why You Shut The Door On Me" "Cause You Did The Same To Me" He Said.  He Was Taking The Glass Outta My Feet  , That Shit Hurt Like Hell. 

"I'm Sorry Travis. I Was Stubborn At First But Now I'm Willing To Let You Into My Life" "It's Okayy Tae.  Just Know That I Got You.  I Ain Gon Hurt You Alright? " He Said While Smashing His Lips Into Mine.

"Shantae Ion Want You Stripping Or Hoeing Anymore." Travis Smoke Against My Neck. At The Moment He Was Laying On Top Of Me. "But How Else Ima Make My Money Travis?!" I Yelled Angrily.

"Ima Provide For You Tae  , I Told You I Got You" "Ight ....So Does This Mean We're Together" I Asked,  Playing In His Dreads "Hell Yaaa  , You My Baby Now."

2 Weeks Later

T R A V I S

"Girl Tf You Mean You Pregnant Didn't You Say You Was On The Pill" I Yelled At Breanna.  She Threw The Pregnancy Test At Me "Shit Happens" Then She Walked Away

What Am I Gonna Do.........

"Baby What Is That?" Shantae Asked Pointing At The Pregnancy Test

Short Ikik.  I Just Needed To Update