Prinxiety (AU)

Lies

Anxiety's POV

I didn't feel like staying at the gathering after that. I didn't tell Roman that I was leaving, I don't even think he noticed. So I just went back to my room. All I thought about was about what Joan and Talyn were talking about. What do they mean by 'the last time this happened?' And why is Roman not telling me what happened? I'm worried that something is gonna happened. Something bad.

All these questions were running through my head. Making me feel even more anxious than I am.

"There you are." I heard a voice. I looked at the door and saw Roman there. "I was looking for you. Why'd you leave?"

"I-I just didn't feel like going anymore."

"Why not?"

"I just didn't want to. Ok!?"

"Woah! You ok? I've never seen you like this. Is something wrong?"

"No." I said quietly 

"I know that's a lie."

"Look. Nothing is wrong. I'm just kinda confused."

"About what?"

"Roman? W-what did Joan and Talyn mean by when they said 'what happened the last time this happened?' What happened?"

"Nothing. Don't worry about it."

"Well I am worried about it. I'm afraid that you don't trust me even though I trust you."

"No no no. I do trust you. But I can't tell you. It's for your own good. Please believe me."

"Roman. I told you everything about me and what I've been through. But.....if you don't want to tell me, that's fine."

"Thank you. And I'm sorry. I love you and please don't doubt that."

He wrapped arms around me and kissed my head.

"Wanna come back to the gathering with me?"

"No. I'm kinda tired."

"Ok. I'll see you in the morning."

"Ok then."

He gave me another kiss on my forehead and left. I shouldn't be so worried. That could affect our relationship. And he's the best thing that ever happened to me. But does he really trust me? I could feel a panic attack about to start. All this worrying is making me anxious. I did what Talyn said about calming me down. And I does actually work.

That night, I barely got any sleep. I love Roman and I just want to know. Maybe I'm doing something wrong. Or he starting to hate me.

I hope he still love me.

Roman's POV

Why didn't I tell him the truth?! I'm doing the same thing I did last time. I don't want to screw this up. I'm scared for both me and Virgil. I don't want anything bad happening to him. And it being my fault.

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I know it's been awhile for me to updated this book. But I'm making it up by uploading 4 chapters today. And I know this was a short chapter and it has another cliffhanger, but I hope you guys like it. And till next time.

Peace out~