Prinxiety (AU)

Heartbroken

Princey's POV

It's now or never.

I knocked on Virgil's door, I've never been this nervous and scared in my life. I don't want to break his heart. But it's for his own good. I think

"Come in."

I walked into his room and saw him sitting on his bed.

"Ummm hey."

"Hey."

"So I-I need to talk to you."

"About what?"

I walked over to him and say next to him.

"So you know how you've been wanting to know what me, Joan and Talyn were talking about the other night?"

He nodded.

"Well we were talking about our relationship."

"What about it?"

"Look Virgil. I never ever wanted to hurt you. You don't deserve it. And you know how much I love you. Your the love of my life and I want to be with you forever-"

I looked at him and he looks both confused and scared.

"-But we can't."

"W-w-what?"

"I'm so so sorry. But we can't be together. When we met I just thought you'll be working here like all my other workers. But the more we got to know each other, the more I fell in love with you. And I completely forgot about what everyone would think and what happened the last something like this happened."

"W-what did happened last time?"

"You see. The truth is that, my kingdom and everyone in it is homophobic. And about 7 years ago, I dated this one other guy and I thought about showing him to my subjects. But the day I planned to tell everyone I found out he was killed.....I-I don't know who killed him but he's gone now. And I don't want anything like that happening to you. I'm doing this for your own good. For your own protection. If something  bad were to happen to you again, I-I couldn't live with myself. I love you. With all my heart but I'm breaking up with you."

"Why didn't you tell me when I asked? I thought you weren't gonna leave me?! I trusted you! I-I can't believe you just couldn't tell me the truth. You just don't forget these kinds of things Roman. I understand you doing it for my own good but we could of talked about this. Why couldn't we keep it a secret? Why did you lie to me? Did you even love me!? I told you everything about me and what I've been through. I should of know because I heard some of the conversation you, Joan and Talyn were having! You thought I wouldn't understand! You were the only person besides Patton that actually cared and loved me! But I guess that doesn't matter now. And now I have no job because you thought it was a good idea to make me stop working for you! Even though you wanted to break up with me! You've ruined my life!"

He was crying so hard and I couldn't comfort him. I never wanted to hurt him but he's heartbroken! Because of me. I tried to give him a hug but he pushed me away. That just made me feel worst.

"I-I-I so so very sorry Virgil. Please understand! I did this for you!"

"J-just go away and leave me alone. Your better off without me."

"I love you Virgil. Please forgive me."

"I said. Go away."

He laid down on his bed and faced his back towards me. I got up from his bed and walked to the door. Before I walked out I looked at him. The love of my life. I left his room. Right now I feel like dying. He doesn't love me anymore. All because I wasn't honest with him. I've never seen him this mad before. Or this hurt. But he's safe. I know that.

I walked to my room. Joan and Talyn were waiting for me.

"I did it. We broke up."

"I'm sorry Roman. But it's the right thing to do. For him."

"I feel like dying."

"Roman-"

"No! I lost the love of my life!!"

"We're sorry."

He and Talyn left my room.

This was the worst mistake I've ever made. I lost Virgil, he was my one true love.

And now he's gone. Forever. Hopefully not though.