I try to stop but it controls me
The rush completes me
I find myself wanting more and more
One pill leads to another score
I've lost my family, I've lost my way
This bottle has took over my everyday
The love I have for this mess
This love has led me to my death.
Today the monster consumed me & left me to die
Snorting or popping just to feel the high.
This is my best friend but it does me no good
I want to be sane doing the things I should
But I've lost myself to the game
The monster won and I am more than ashamed
