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Spooked

I have to tell you guys a story that bothered me.

There are these things that hang on the walls that tell you what to do in dangerous situations at my school.

One thing on there always caught my eye.

"Suicide"

So today I walked up to it and opened it. I started reading the signs of suicide. There were four.

My friend walked up to me. She said the thing I was reading was for teachers only.

I'd already read all the signs.

What spooked me was. . . .

Two of them were things I do. . . .

I was thinking about this.

And I realized therapy sounds great right now.

I want your opinions though.

To anyone who still reads this crap. . . . Should I ask my mom for therapy?

I have so many problems and everyone seems to hate me. The week goes by fast every day. But still it is torture. I cry a lot in school. I'm having problems and I know I need help but I want to know if it's a bad idea. . . . If I'm just going crazy.

I'm gonna confess this now. I try to be positive, but I feel awful. Sometimes I wonder if Wattpad is a bad environment for me. . . . But thinking about Wattpad and all my good friends on Wattpad helps me power through the week. I can't leave.

I'm so scared and upset I don't know what to think. I need help. But I need a good opinion.

I need to look at cute puppy pictures or something. . . .

Yay.

Please tell me if I should. . . .♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡~