My Life | Hariana | Book #1 (REWRITING)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

(The day of the car crash)

*Ariana*

I was upstairs in my room eating a carton of cookies and cream ice cream and listening to Jar of Hearts.

'Now you want me one more time,

And who do you think you are,

Running around leaving scars,

Collecting your jar of hearts,

And tearing love apart,

Your gonna catch a cold,

From the ice inside your soul,

So don't come back for me,

Who do you think you are?' I sung along.

"Is it like this every break up?" I yelled with ice cream in my mouth.

My heart was shredded, you could tell just by the way I mope around and how I always break down crying randomly. I pulled my knees up to my chest as mascara began to run down my face like a waterfall except it was the opposite of soothing. I was dressed in black sweat pants and a oversized white v-neck that Harry once let me borrow and it now has black tears stains. I stayed in the same position wondering how things could've gone differently.

Maybe you should've gave him a chance to explain myself conscious said. I slowly got up from the cold wooden floor and didn't bother to change or clean up because Im just going to Harry's house. I just wanted to hear what Harry has to say.

I grabbed my moms car keys off the hook and got into the car, my mom was out with her new boyfriend and left her car. I didn't have the energy to walk I just stayed up crying all night about Harry. I swiftly got into the car and drove out of the driveway.

I slowly approached a red light waiting for it to turn green. As I waited thoughts flew around in my head Maybe I should call Harry and tell him that Im on my way to his house. I grabbed my phone from out of my pocket but then the light turned green.

"Ugh." I groaned I felt more safer with Harry in the car with me.

I smoothly drove down the road and turned up the radio to block out the world, the noise around me and clear my confusing thoughts. I came to stop at another red light and patiently waited for the light to change. It's taking an awful long time to change I thought to myself.

'Just gonna to stand there

and watch me burn

But that's alright because

I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there

and here me cry

But that's are right because

I love the way you lie'

I started moving around in the car singing to myself as if I was on stage and chuckled at my behavior. The light turned green and I pursed on the gas. I felt my car jerk to the front as I hit my head. I rubbed my head and looked up noticing that I wasn't on the rough cement of the road anymore.

I looked down and my heart stopped, tears instantly fell down my face as I stared at the bright red truck that had crashed into my car. So many unanswered questions were stuck in my head, it felt as if everything was happening in slow motion.

"Helppp!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. "Please I don't want to die!" I choked out between my sobs.

My car hit the ground flipped upside and hit my head against the window causing everything around me to spin. All I saw was red and blue skies while the glass shattered beside me. I wrapped my arms around my head to cover it from hitting the solid concrete. My legs twisted and I felt something snap in the left one, I screamed a scream that would call everyone's attention.