I want to turn back time (Logan paul fanfic)

Chapter 2:He visit in my House

Ivy P.O.V

I woke up because of my brother 'Aamon' wake me up...

"What?"I ask

"Be ready at 8:20 k"he said

And left my room damn my dream is better than going to wake up. It just 7:23 I will sleep 1 hour and 12 minutes.

8:20 later

Deym the alarm clock so noisyy!! Ugh?!!! I stand up and change my T-shirt and pajamas into hoodie and short.

"Bro...is your friend is here?"I ask

"Oh yes this is logan and logan this is my sister ivy aguas"he said

"Hello..logan"I said

"Hello miss ivy"logan said

Did he forgot about me?? Or just faking it? What the hell ivy?! Why are you thinking of it!! Just...just forget about him!!

"Hey ivy you ok?"Aamon ask

"Ah yes I am, I will leave now bye"I said

"Where?? Going to sleep again??"Aamon ask

"What if yes"I said

Logan P.O.V

Ivy agaus is change.. Why did I  rejected her feelings? I'm such an idiot not accepting it if... If Could turn back time..she will not hurt..

Ivy P.O.V

I took my box and get my blade I go to my bathroom and slice my wrist 3 times

1 for my feelings
1 for he come back
1 for not still moving on

Someone knock on my door..I hurriedly to clean my fresh wound

"Yes?"I ask

"Ah.. Can we talk?"logan ask

"There is nothing to talk about Mr.Paul"I said

"Why is it about when I broke..."logan said

"Please dont talk to me"I said

I close the door but he grab my wrist I flinch...fresh blood flowing in my wrist...

"What the..what did you do in your wrist?!"Logan ask

"Cut my wrist its obvious"I said

"Let me clean it"logan said

"No I can do it myself"I said

He hug me..please don't it will get my feelings back. he took a towel he clean it and bandage it.

"T-thanks...logan"I said

"No prob, does your brother know this?"logan ask

"Well..yes"I said

"Oh...I should take my leave"logan said

I grab him..he look at me

"What is it?"logan ask

"Nothing...take care"I said

"Ya thanks"logan said

Damn this feeling!!!! I jump in my bed
"I Can't fall in love again!!"I yelled