sometimes i wonder,
is God punishing me?
every time i close my eyes,
i can see his smile
and how his face lights up,
like it was a candlelight
in the dark.
it felt so natural
as if his image lives
in my blood.
but i just can't help it,
this is the most beautiful nightmare ever.
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