chapter 5

713 14 0
                                    

Sasha pov
I've just found out about shay condition, and honestly I really don't mind about it plus I'm still a virgin
Hudson and I haven't done it yet.
I keep pushing him away when he try's to start it but I always make up an excuse telling him that im still not ready yet, I know he gets mad and all but he has to wait but when I'm with shay it different if shay and I were to Actually have sex I wouldn't push her away like I do with hudson i just feel safe when im with shay. I turn and look at shay to see that she crying
I get up and move closer to her
I move to settle myself on the ground
And I move both my arms and let then settle on shay's arms and I remove both of then and I put them both on my hands so that way I'm holding into both of them, " shay look at me I told her", she looks up and I can tell she been crying I hate when she cry's
Especially when it comes to me.
" shay it really don't bother me
I really care about you, and I really don't want to lose you.I'm not going to ruin this relationship that we have just because of your condition.
I really want to be with you I'm leaving Hudson soon I promise you and I well be together." I really ment what I said to shay I really want to be with her she makes me a better person, when I'm with her everything is different better I like when I'm with shay.

"Shay I need to tell you something."
I told shay she looked a bit nervous
She shouldn't have to be it not that Bad,

"Sure what is it". Shay had asked

I turn to look at her and said
" Hudson and I haven't had sex yet so technically I'm still a virgin Hudson been wanting to do it but I would push him away because shay your the ONLY one who I want to touch me". I told her it was the the truth.

" wait you've been saying your body for me to touch". Shay had asked

" yes I would push Hudson away when he tried to. you've all I could think of since we had our first kiss that night".

"If were being honest, I haven't stop thinking about you as well"

When shay said that I couldn't help myself,I did it

I kissed her again and boy it was better then kissing Hudson, her lips are soft and his are always dry
I loved kissing shay when ever I got the chance to,

hudsha's / sasshay Love Triangle Where stories live. Discover now