"Charlie?" I ask in disbelief.
"Huh, yea." He scratches the back of his neck.
"What are you doing here?" I ask, confused.
"Can I come in?" He asks. Completely dodging my question.
I nod my head and open the door to let him in. I close the door and make my way to the couch. I sit on the opposite side he is in complete silence.
A couple minutes go by with awkward silence until he speaks up.
"So how have you been?" He tries to make small talk.
"I've been the best I can be." I laugh dryly.
"Look Y/-" I cut him off.
"No, Charlie I'm sorry. I know you don't feel the same and I was stupid to think you did. I was happy for you. And I still am. Never think that I'm not going to be happy for you. Charlie, i wasn't trying to ruin your dream. I was scared. I was scared to loose you, but I did. No matter what I could have done I would have lost you. I'm so happy that you are big! And people know your name. I really am, I just wish I could have supported you right by your side." I let out a deep breath.
A couple seconds go by and I finally find the courage to look up at him. His eyes filled with emotions I can't grasp.
"Y/N. Dont be sorry. Dont, I shouldn't have yelled at you or said those things. You were right. I should have told you sooner. And don't say you weren't right there next to me, supporting me. You were my inspiration for every song I wrote. You are always with me no matter what. I'm not good with words. So I wrote you a song. All of my emotions are poured out for you, so listen to every word. Because I mean it." Then he starts singing.
PLAY THE SONG NOWWW
I'd stroll into a bank and put a ski mask on
And walk out with a million bucks
Then I'd burn it in a pile out on your front lawn
Just to prove it didn't mean that much
I'd sell everything I own, take a pile of cash
Walk into the casino, bet it all on black
Then blow all of my winnings on a limousine
To make out with you in the back, hey
I'm not afraid to look insane
'Cause I'm crazy about you
There's nothing that I won't do
Just to make you love me, love me, love me
Throw away my pride for you
Just to make you love me, want me, trust me
Baby, I know I'm not ashamed
Just need you and I could care less
If everyone knows that I'm your fool
Girl there's nothing I won't do
Just to make you love me, love me, love me
I'd buy a couple red-eye one-way tickets to Paris doing first class rate
Then I'd carry your body to the top of the tower to kiss your lips at midnight
Then we'll wander through the streets, and drink champagne
Get drunk and start singing in the pouring rain
I'll a cappella karaoke "Sexy Thing", 'cause baby I feel no shame
Say this whole world can know you're all I need
'Cause baby some day I'll drop and hit one knee and tell you
I'm not afraid to change your name
'Cause I'm crazy about you
There's nothing that I won't do
Just to make you love me, love me, love me
Throw away my pride for you
Just to make you love me, want me, trust me
Baby, I know I'm not ashamed
Just need you and I could care less
If everyone knows that I'm your fool
Girl there's nothing that I won't do
Just to make you love me, love me, love me
Hey, ah-ah-ah-ah
Throw myself out of a jet airplane
Hundred feet a second just screaming your name
Ah-ah-ah-ah
I steal a cop car, turn the blue lights on
Pick you up driving around 'til dawn
I'm not afraid to look insane
'Cause I'm crazy about you
Oh, oh, oh I'm not afraid to look insane
'Cause I'm crazy, crazy, crazy
There's nothing that I won't do
Just to make you love me, love me, love me
Throw away my pride for you
Just to make you love me, want me, trust me
Baby, I know I'm not ashamed
Just need you and I could care less
If everyone knows that I'm your fool
Girl there's nothing I won't do
Just to make you love me, love me, love me baby
Once he finishes. I am blown away. There were tears in our eyes.
"You- w-wrote that for m-me?" I questioned with disbelief.
"Every word. I meant it. I love you Y/N. I'm sorry I left and didn't even try to contact you. I was to scared. Instead I sat by my phone and stared at your contact wishing I would build up the courage to call, text, or even write a letter. I'm sorry it took so long. I just want you to know I'm completely, and underly in love with you Y/N L/N. And I hope you are as crazy for me as I am for you."
" I am Charlie. I am."
