Cold (Jauregui/ you)

First show

Y/n's POV
We just arrived at the first venue we were all ready I said "little mix you guys wanna take Jacob or do you want me to?" They said "we will take him" I went to my dressing room and got ready it only took me 5 mins I went to little mixes dressing room Jacob saw me and said "mommy!" I said "yeah bubba what were you doing?" He said "Jade was showing me how to hit jesy with a ball" I looked at Jade and said "really Jade?" She said "hey we needed something fun to do" I said "let's go you 4 are on and then I am" we walked out and walked to the side of the stage I looked at Jacob and said "buddy say good luck to your aunts" he said "good luck guys" and kissed their cheeks they went on stage fifth harmony was standing next to me then the vamps were next to them I whispered to Jacob "you wanna surprise them on stage? And go dance with them?" He nodded really fast I put him down I said "Go" he ran on stage they saw him and smile they started dancing with him I was smiling they finished their song the fans were yelling "who is he?" Perrie put the mic to his mouth he said "my name is Jacob I'm 5 and these are my aunts" they awed then they sung little me he sat on jades she hugged him they got done Jacob came running back he said "mommy did you see me?" I said "yeah bubba I did you did amazing" I could see the vamps staring me with a lust look in their eye I looked at little mix I whispered to them "if the vamps keep looking at me like that I'm gonna kill them" It was my turn I looked at Jacob and little mix I said "remember what I said keep him away from them" I went on stage with my Guitar I said "hey guys I'm y/n and I'm 18 I'm gonna play 4 songs for you tonight" i started singing

I don't wanna be left behind
Distance was a friend mine
Catching breath in a web of lies
I've spent most of my life
Riding waves playing acrobat
Shadow boxing the other half
Learning how to react
I've spent most of my time
Catching my breath letting it go
Turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know this is my life
I won't be told what's supposed to be right
Catch my breath no one can hold me back
I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath won't let them get me down
It's all so simple now
Addicted to the love I found
Heavy heart now a weightless cloud
Making time for the ones that count
I'll spend the rest of my time
Laughing hard with the windows down
Leaving footprints all over town
Keeping faith karma comes around
I will spend the rest of my life
Catching my breath letting it go
Turning my cheek for the sake of the show
Now that you know this is my life
I won't be told what's supposed to be right
Catch my breath no one can hold me back
I ain't got time for that
Catch my breath won't let them get me down
It's all so simple now
You helped me see the beauty in everything

I finished the song I said "Jacob buddy come here" he came to me I said "bubba want song next?" He said " do I have questions mama" I said "okay Buddy go to aunt Leigh"

Why did you leave me here to burn
I'm way to young to be this hurt
I feel doomed in hotel rooms
Staring straight up at the wall
Counting wounds and I'm trying to numb them all
Do you care do you care?
Why don't you care?
I gave you all of me
My blood my sweat my heart and my tears
Why don't you care why don't you care
I was there I was there when no one was
Now you're gone and I'm here
I have questions for you
Number 1 tell me who you think you are
You got some nerve Trying to tear my faith apart
Number two why would you try and play me for a fool?
I should of never ever ever trusted you
Number three why weren't you who you swore that you'd be?
I have questions for you
I have questions for you
My my name was safest in your mouth
Nd why's you have to go and spit it out
Oh your voice it was the most familiar sound
But it sounds so dangerous to me now
I have questions for you
Number 1 tell me who do you think you are
You have some nerve trying to tear my faith apart
Number 2 why would you try and play me for a fool?
I should of never ever ever trusted you
I have questions for you