I think I should just y'know
Jump into a hole
With everyone laughing
And just die
My friends are hating me
My parents hate me
My self hates me.
Life itself hates me.....
Just tel me when to pull that damn trigger
But... The people right now I would take a bullet for....
A r e. A t. T h e. T r I g g e r.
I just want everyone to see me when I'm alone and see how many damn scars I have
I know I'm not perfect No one is
I'm not rich
I don't dress " Nice "
I don't " Care "
Your probably thinking ? why the hell is she so Depressed? What happened this time ?
I tried being happy for once.....
And my friend that I had a crush on...I just feel like They hate me
They're hanging out with one of my friends that likes them too
I may be jealous
But i just get so hurt when I ask her mom if I can stay over and they say " Sorry we're going on a trip "
And I hear that they had a sleepover instead
It just feels SO DAMN BAD TO SEE ME THROWN OUT HATED AND JUST. CHEATED ON .
( I'm crying rn.. )
IM NOT A GOOD PERSON I KNOW..
IM NOT THE GREATEST FUCKING KID
SO WHAT?
BUT YOU THINK ITS A FUNNY ASS GAME TO JUST LIE TO ME OR JUST HATE ME FOR NOTHING
IVE HAD ALL OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS RIPPED AWAY FROM ME AND THEYVE ROBALY FORGOTTEN ME BECAUSE THEY HAVE BETTER LIVES
BUT WHY DO YOU KEEP ME FROM SEEING THEM??
just....
* You see me grip my soul ( that's black )
* you see her soul desolve into tiny pieces....
Heh.. Your life is better now that I'm gone...
* turns into dust and fades away .....
I'm done here...
