fly ☪ poetry (#wattys2019)

中古

[used]

i wrote this
today in class,
and i guess this
poem will seem
scattered but it
makes perfect
sense to me.

I'm afraid that I have fallen for someone like you.
Someone who doesnt care and I'm scared that you'll leave me like all the others.

Maybe I'll just be thrown away like I was not even remotely important to you. Or worse, youll give up and leave me to rot away, and dust.

I'm nothing to you but desperation. 
That's all you ever needed me for. But I'll leave you wishing for more.

As for me, I can no longer stand seeing your face. It crushes me every single fucking day.

Your love is bittersweet. It makes me feel so weak. You said you needed me but little did I know, i was nothing more than a ghost to you.

Why do I love stronger when I should hate?
You put me through a journey, one of hurting.

Yet I stand here strong, I'm not putting you in the wrong when I should. I should leave and never come back. Maybe you'd truly miss the care I gave.

There's nothing left of me now, except for digging my early grave. I'm going deeper and deeper, hopefully to never be seen again.

From you, my family, or my friends.