sea. (✔)

had i paid attention in class.

i enter the door,
a thick bracelet around my wrist

you pester me with questions,
'what were you thinking?'

and internally i nod,
what was i thinking?

if i ran it across the right spot,
i wouldn't have to answer your question

had i paid attention in class,
i'd known the right place

but for now I Just say,
'why bother asking when you know I won't say?'

depression/suicide attempts