stalemate (BL Novel)

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**MOVE 006**

'I really wanna see you tomorrow, Keita.'

Sweet voice flooded my right ear. I want to sigh but I'm scared she'll hear me. "But—"

'No but's babe. Let's meet tomorrow, 'kay?'

I want to see her too but I'm scared. I'm scared of whatever I might find out about myself.

'Please? Sobrang namiss kita. Tsaka, hindi mo ba ako namiss? After ilang months, ngayon na na lang tayo ulit magkikita... Can't you make time for me?'

I heaved a deep sigh. "I know. Yeah. I'll see you." I glanced behind me and I saw Youjin walking out from the bathroom. Unconsciously, I dropped the call.

"Hmmm? Sino yun?" He asked.

"Ah. Classmate ko sa isang seminar."

"I see. May lakad ka ba bukas? Gagala kami ni Eisuke bukas, wanna tag along?" He asked smiling as if he really wanted me to come. As if nothing happened between us few minutes ago.

Shit. Wrong timing. Gusto kong sumama kay Youjin bukas. My chest always tightens every time I see Youjin and his bestfriend alone together. Hindi ako mapakali kapag alam kong silang dalawa lang ang magkasama. I don't want what kind if thoughts this feeling is giving me.

"Bukas? May plan na ako bukas. Pupunta kaming library ng groupmates ko sa seminar para sa presentation namin next week. Next time maybe?" I darted my eyes away from Youjin's. I don't want him to see past my lies.

"No problem. Next time na lang."

"Sure yan. Next time." I forced a smile trying to convince him, and maybe to convince myself too.

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TIME PASSED BY TOO FAST. Halos hindi ako nakatulog magdamag kakaisip ng mga bagay bagay tungkol sa sarili ko na hindi ko maintindihan at hindi ko matanggap. Matagal ko nang inamin sa sarili ko na gusto kong laging makita, makasama at mahawakan si Youjin. Pero bakit?

Hindi ako bakla.

Nagkagirlfriend ako. May girlfriend ako. Babae pa din ang gusto ko.

And today, papatunayan ko sa sarili kong babae pa din ang preference ko. I will not think of Youjin.

"Keita!"

A sweet voice called for my name. As I turned back, I saw Miemie running towards me. She's still as pretty as I remember her to be. She stopped in front of me and chased her breath for a good minute.

"Bakit ka kasi natakbo?" I chuckled.

She smiled at me. My eyes were fixed on her cherry-coloured lips. "Excited na kasi akong makita ka."