Should've Let Me Die (zendaya x Dave East)

Going Through The Motions

DAVE POV

Sooo....

"So you plan on moving the car or we going to sit in the parking lot all day"

So you plan on putting on your seatbelt? Gotta make sure my babies safe.
She laughed "you only got one baby over here"

So you not my baby? I grabbed her hand
"Boy if you don't get this car moving"  I noticed that she hadn't let go of my hand yet. I smirked and looked at her

That's a tight grip you got there Ma. She blushed and moved her hand away "Why you always gotta ruin the moment dave" she laughed

Zen I think you should sell your house. I blurted out

"What????? I'm not just going to move back in with you. Plus do you know how much money I spent on that house. And it took me two months just to figure out the perfect way to furnish it"

Zen just hear me out

"I'm listening"

I miss having you in the house. I miss looking for a certain shirt and not finding it because your using it too sleep in or as a dress

"Dave-"

Let me finish Ma. Kairi misses you. I hate seeing her staring at pictures of all of us and wishing you were there. I hate not waking up too you jumping on top of me. I miss our family. I miss your kisses, hugs and I miss holding you at night. As fucked up as it sounds I miss you purposely burning my food when your mad at me. Look don't sell your house but at least move back in slowly and if you not feeling it you'll still have your house. We don't even have to sleep in the same room. I just wanna be around you again. I love you and I wanna show you I changed

ZEN POV
I love you too Dave. Always have so I'll move back in. I'll sell my house but only if I'm getting at least the amount I paid too build it

"You built your house?"

Well I just told them what I wanted. They did the hard part

"We need too find a way to tell Kairi and my mom"

And my dad. I've been avoiding him

He hit the brakes hard. " you haven't told your dad yet??? Why haven't you told your dad" he looked panicked

No I didn't cause I didn't know how and plus it shouldn't matter. I'm grown

"Dads don't care if your 30 they like to know right away not four months later. Plus your dad barely likes me after you almost died"

Well he gonna have too get over that. Stop worrying so much

"Let's go tell Ma and Kairi. Maybe they wanna come with us shopping for the nursery"

You lowkey trying make me be the one too tell your mother aren't you?

"She knew you were pregnant the day you threw up at her house something about dreaming she was fishing -"

You mean dreaming about fish?? I laughed

" hush anyway she told me to ask you about it so I went to your store the same day and seen chris and you guys looked real close so I left and never came in"

I punched him in the arm

"Ouch what the fuck Zen that shit hurt"

I don't care! You knew there was a chance I might be pregnant and you still wouldn't listen when I cane to talk too you??

"Yeah That was a dick move and I'm sorry baby"

Yeah your always sorry. I closed my eyes and leaned my head against the window