It was Supposed to be Forever /E.D/COMPLETED

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Staciiye's POV
       It hurts. My heart continues to beat, but not for much longer. In 22 hours I'll be gone. I'm okay though, I'm not afraid to die, I'm afraid to live.
        If I die, then I can finally be in peace, and I can see my family again, I miss my mom and little sister. I miss my little sister more than anything, when she died in that car accident with my mom, I skipped school for a few weeks, and I wouldn't talk to anyone. It broke my heart, she was my everything. My dad will be okay, he hasn't seen me in 2 years anyway.
      But...if I live...Ethan...Clary...everything about it is just hard to wrap my head around. I can't believe he finally let go after 2 years. I miss him. He now spends most of his time with my nurse, Clary. She doesn't check on me as often anymore. Ethan comes by still, just not as frequently. He used to visit 5-6 times a day, now I'm lucky if he comes at all.
          When he talks to me it's like no time has past, and we are still together, but that's not the case anymore. Things are different now. I miss us, now it's just me.