i'm so fucking bad i literally cry because there is noise around me and people are normally talking to me and i can't help it and i feel aggressive and nobody except my friends make an effort to understand me and everybody else just yells at me and makes it worse and i want to yell at somebody or hit something but i can't and next time it's going to be worse and one day i'll fucking snap and do something terrible i know i will but i can't even describe anything but i honestly don't even have the motivation to do anything anymore
