Clean ✓

[8]

I lay in bed again and think about Namjoon and what he must be going through. He knows I don't like him in that way and never will for that matter.

I decide on texting him to see if he wants to chat.

You;
Hey just wondering if
you're alright

Namjoon;
I'm fine

You;
You're not. Tell me
what's wrong

Namjoon;
Well you don't care anyway

You;
Who says I don't care?

Namjoon;
You did with your attitude

But I don't reply to him after that. The way I acted towards him must have been awful but I can't help it, that's just the way I am.

The next day I swore to spoke to Namjoon about it but he wasn't in.

And wasn't the next day.

Or the next.

Or the next.

And not for two weeks.