Starting fresh

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I had called kourtney over to my house so we could talk but I couldn't seem to get words out. I knew I had to this because if I didn't I would continue down the path I was and I knew I couldn't be on it anymore because I wouldn't be alive much longer if I was

Kourtney: what Scott, what did you call me over here for were not getting back together so if that's what you called me here for let me know so I can leave because I'm sick of this
Scott: I'm sorry
Kourtney: **shocked** your what
Scott: I'm sorry I know I haven't been the best to you in fact I've been terrible and shouldn't have been that way to you and not just because you are the mother of my child but because you are a human being and the way I treated you was not right so I'm sorry
Kourtney: **stunned** wow umm that you Scott it means a lot that you apologized to me that's I all I ever wanted was for you to Amit that what you did to me was wrong. I forgive you but please know that me and you can never be romantically involved with each other again
Scott: I know that's what I also wanted to say I am no longer going to chase after you or go places where you are at just to make sure your not with a boy. we are not together and I have no right to be acting that way. A wise friend told me to move on and accept that you and I will never be, and yes I played a major part as to why but I can't go back and change what I've done I can only go forward and I've decided to go with and stop feeling sorry for myself the past is the past and I can only move forward either in a negative way or a positive way and I choose positive. I just want you to know that I'm moving on and that you won't have any problems from me when it comes to you dating
Kourtney: thanks Scott I appreciate it and I hope you find the girl of your dreams
Scott: me too, and hey it isn't like this is goodbye I mean we do have three kids together haha unless you have something to tell me
Kourtney: haha very funny Scott but I got to go I'll see you when it's time for you to get the kids
Scott: okay see you have a great day

 I just want you to know that I'm moving on and that you won't have any problems from me when it comes to you dating Kourtney: thanks Scott I appreciate it and I hope you find the girl of your dreamsScott: me too, and hey it isn't like this is goo...

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Scott
I'm glad that me and kourtney had that talk it felt good to say that to her Kim was right. That needed to be said I am finally making a good change in my life and it feels good. Next thing to change is this house I need to move and get a fresh start

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