I'd Lie ✔️

Inspired ako ni crush dito. Di ko lang sya maitag. Nahihiya ako eh. Huehue. Hope u like it.

*exits stage*

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Okay lang ako.

Minahal kita.

Ayaw ko na sayo.

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I lied. 

Nagsinungaling ako.

Sa sarili ko. Sayo.

Patawarin mo sana ako.

How many times will I say sorry?

Kasi hindi kita makalimutan. Na everytime na maririnig ko yung pangalan mo, naaalala ko yung kasalanang nagawa ko. Yung kasalanang di ko naman sinasadya.

Can you give me a second chance?

Yan ang lagi kong tanong sayo. Pwede pa ba? May second chance pa ba?...or, may spark parin ba?

But all I can hear from you is a, "No." o kaya, "Wala na."

Pero hindi ako nag-give up. I will still ask that question all over again.

I wont get tired hoping for your forgiveness.

"Mahal kita! Believe me or not...please, just...just another chance."

But you already lost trust in me. Talagang di mo na ako pinaniwalaan pa.

"Liar."

The most painful word that you've called me.

But that's right. Its me. A liar. A big fat liar who always tell lies so I won't hurt others.

So I just keep crying to ease the burden I'm carrying. Yun lang magagawa ko diba? You dont trust me anymore. Pero sana pinakinggan mo muna yung paliwanag ko.

Sana.

"Bessy...uso kasi magmove-on. You're still inlove with the person who can't love you anymore."

Friends. Friends who tell heart-breaking truths.

Am I wrong loving him? Or I'm wrong at lying at him?

Maybe both.

Napabuntong-hininga ako ng magsalita si Cheska.

"Bessy, if he already lost trust in you, hayaan mo na. He isn't the only guy in the world. Someone's better than him."