If you only knew what you did,
The moment you lied
Then I cried
For all the same bullshit to come out in the open for what you did.
Told me one thing, showed another
Makes me wonder why I even bother
I tried like hell to try again
Yet here I sit...seems I can never win.
Was warned boldness is what any shall face.
Yet, no where to be found was that the case.
So lie again and again as they all do
Guess I just saw the real side of you.
Seems to be a pattern always in place
As again I run through the race.
The race of time to get through.
Was hoping it changed the moment I gave a chance to you.
Nothing serious, but frustration all the same.
Who really is to blame?
You for lying to my face.
Or me for standing and waiting at that very place.
Thinking something for once would be different in my life once in for all.
Yet, left again with numbness from it all.
So what to do...
Shall I wait...
Will it be a decision I will come to appreciate..
or will I once again with more bullshit to await.
Guess we shall see in due time, but for now I am done and over the shit, walking out the door.....calling quits to it all.
YOU ARE READING
LIFE: The Many Things We Face & What Gets Us Through
PoetryThroughout life, we face many obstacles and get tested far too many times, but either way we always have something that gets us through it all. When it comes to myself one of the things that helps me is poetry. This book will include many poems for...