Blade ✔️

Chapter 25

The drive was a little frustrating. Payge kept asking who was the man I was talking to. And the only answer I could give her was 'you will find out soon.' But because she is stubborn she wouldn't let it go. So I kind of had to yell at her.
When I turned the corner to my road I saw a car from the distance parked on the side of the road my house was.

Blade

I rolled my eyes and pulled into driveway. Instead of getting out I stayed in the car. Thinking. Why would Blade, himself want a child? Our child? I know she's also his, but he is the most feared, known, some even say famous gang leader. He has even told me in person he never wanted a family. He said all they do is turn on you, and if not that die on you. And leave you to suffer alone.

Now all of a sudden, "Payge is my daughter and she deserves to know." What happen to not wanting to have a family? He will make Payge's life dangerous. What if he only wants her just to hand her the title and leave? That can't-won't happen. She shouldn't-

My thoughts were interrupted by a hard knock on my window. I looked up and saw blue eyes, filled with so much emotion. I looked back, noticing Payge was awfully quiet. She was fast asleep, the seatbelt the only thing keeping her head from falling. I smiled, but never noticed my door being open until a big hand pulled me roughly out and slammed the door.

I looked back again to make sure Payge was still asleep, which she thankfully was. My eyes hardened as I found Blade's.

"What the hell is wrong with you?" I yelled.

He not once made a move to answer or remove his piercing glare from me.

"I'm not going to let you take her away from me!"

"If I have to I will," he said taking a threatening step forward. I gasp.

"N-no I won't let you. Let you bring her in this.... in this danger. You weren't there. I was. And I will always b-"

"You were the one who fucking kept her away from me. You were the one who ran like the fucking pussy you are," he yelled a little to loud for me. "And I'll be damned if you plan on keeping me away from her now!"

I couldn't stop the sob that escaped my mouth. Nor the tears. They just kept coming. And coming.

"Stop it. Your hurting her!" Payge said as she ran from the car to push Blade. He didn't budge but she tried then she came to hug me. I bent down to her level and hugged her back, crying into my four year olds shoulder. I probably sound pathetic. Every since these years past I've just became like my dad. Cry over anything. My feelings get hurt easily. I can't say I have a stone heart anymore. But my daughter always seems to calm me.

I stopped crying to where you could only hear sniffles. I stood up and faced Blade not looking him in the eyes while Payge glared daggers at the man before her.

"I don't feel like discussing this right now. Maybe later. But we need rest. Well I do," I say.

"Zee I'm so-"

"No!" I said firmly. "If you want you can sit in the living or just come back later."

I turned around and started walking to my door, then unlocked it.

"You sleepy baby?" I asked Payge.

"Yes, my beauty sleep was just ruley interrupted."

"You mean rudely?" I asked smiling.

"Same thing," she said before she ran upstairs.

And just as she did, Blade came in.

"I'm going up,"

"No your gonna stay right here while I do this apology thing."

"Blade I'm tired just let it go."

I tried to go but he just grabbed my wrist, gently tugging me back to him. He grabbed my other wrist with his other hand and entwined them with his finger. I closed my eyes and inhaled. Oh, how I missed his touch.

"Zeonna, I am so so so so so sorry for hurting your feelings. I didn't mean to and I was not expecting you to cry. And..... I'm sorry for everything else that made you be here and not with me. It was my fault and I take all the blame."

I looked up at him as my eyes started to water. Got dammit me and my emotions! He pulled our entwined hands up to his neck and left my hands there, while he brought me closer and wrapped his own around my hips. I tightened my hold around his neck, having to get on my tippy toes.

"But I'm not sorry for looking for you for all these years. Im not sorry for coming here just to get you back. And I'm definitely not sorry for loving you more than I have ever loved anyone or loved at all."

My sobs came out and I hugged him even tighter. It's going to be so hard to forgive him, but who says you can't try? I hugged him like I was on a cliff about to fall and he was the only thing keeping me up. I smiled while tears ran down my face.

He loves me. Blade loves me. The gang leader loves...Me!

Hello my beautiful readers. How much I loved writing this chapter. Thank you so much for all your good comments I love them. And to answer the people who asked about more chapters..... I mean of course! I just take a while to update because I try to sort everything out and deal with school. But thank you all again.

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