I am now standing in my room, looking out through my window, lifting up my hand, as if I can reach the sun. Its rays are travelling in between my fingers, achieving its destination- my face. I can feel its warmth, kissing my nose, cheeks and even my eyes. How ironic, isn't it? Loneliness chained me in darkness, making me feel so down. But here comes the sun, trying to lighten me up. Moreover, making me see how bright it can be, how high it can rise, leaving no remnant of yesterday's rain.
Since that day, I imprisoned myself inside our supposed to be house after wedding. But, our binding never happened; for the twist of our fate has come. My amore was taken away from me. And I don't even know if there will still be even a single chance to see the set of orbs which locked with mine the first time we met. If there is a nano possibility that I'll ever touch those hands again. I don't know.
February 14, 2012
Dear Diary,
Hey!
Uhmm, am I playing trick on him when I said yes? Would he be mad if he'd know the truth? I know, I was not thinking properly. I admit I am selfish. But, what can I do? I really love him.
It's been three months since he confessed. Every day since then feels heaven. He has been my inspiration. He has been the painter of my smile. That's why, when he stood on the top of the table in the University Cafeteria and shouted "Leigh Inocencio Marquez, I love you so much! Please be mine." I didn't have to think twice, instead, rushed towards him and said yes to him.
When he hugged me, I felt so secure. I wish things around me are just normal as his. Too bad, I am slowly fading away.
Leigh
I continue turning the pages.
March 18, 2013
Dear Diary,
I was sitting on one of the benches in the University this afternoon when I realized that Zack and I have gone this far. Imagine, we've been together for more than a year now. And our love for each other is really growing. He's been my chauffeur, my chocolate deliverer, my doorman and my shield from the pouring rain.
Both of our grades reached the top as well. In fact, our names are in the Dean's list. He's been my encourager and my grumpy but sweet annoying tutor. And my parents are just as happy as I am. I think it's because they know that their Princess is doing well. (Sigh) He's just so perfect, most people say, we are.
Leigh
